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Dicintai (awalnya bingung judulnya apa)

Di tengah-tengah kewajiban, tugas (baca: TA), pemuridan, dan kerinduan hati, tiba-tiba saya sadar sesuatu. Sebenarnya sederhana banget sih. Cuma kadang-kadang saya suka ga sadar dan kelupaan.

I am passionately loved

Intinya sih itu. Saya suka ngerasa menjalani semua kegiatan saya dengan rajin, sampai kadang-kadang saya hampir kehilangan hati untuk itu semua. Pada suatu waktu yang tepat, saya dibanjiri oleh kebenaran ini. Saya sangat dicintai, jauh melebihi apa yang saya pikirkan. Saya tahu Pribadi yang mencintai saya apa adanya. Saya diterima bukan karena jasa-jasa saya. Saya dilimpahi kebaikan hanya karena saya dicintai.

Awalnya, saya dapat kiriman email dari seorang kakak yang mengirimkan lagu lama yang katanya sih menyentuh hati. Judulnya “How Deep The Father’s Love for Us”. Di tengah semua ketawaran, tiba-tiba Bapa menyapa lewat lagu ini, hehe. Liriknya dalam dan saya terenyuh banget waktu dengernya. Walaupun ini lagu lama ternyata masih menyentuh hati, seperti subyek emailnya :D

How deep the Father’s love for us. How vast beyond all measure.
That He should give His only Son. To make a wretch His treasure.
How great the pain of searing loss. The Father turns His face away.
As wounds which mar the Chosen One. Bring many sons to glory.
Behold the man upon a cross. My sin upon His shoulders.
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice. Call out among the scoffers.
It was my sin that held Him there. Until it was accomplished.
His dying breath has brought me life. I know that it is finished.
I will nost boast in anything. No gifts, no power, no wisdom.
But I will boast in Jesus Christ. His death and resurrection.
Why should I gain from His reward. I cannot give an answer.
But this I know with all my heart. His wounds have paid my ransom.
Wah luar biasa keren deh (y) sampe sempet nangis juga :’) Sepertinya ga pernah habis cinta-Nya buat saya.

Keesokan harinya saya ikut Workshop Praise and Worship dari Sion yang pembicaranya Bang Bastian yang sudah melanglangbuana menciptakan lagu-lagu rohani yang terkenal. Ada satu lagu yang ditampilkan sama abang ini yang katanya liriknya ngga biasa. Sekali lagi ini membuat saya melting :D hehe

Lagunya David Crowder Band – How He Loves

Oh, can’t you feel He is searching for you?
Can’t you see He is chasing you?
Can’t you feel His love is around us like the air?

That’s what I feel today.
Father’s love is around me like the air.
Or the blanket when winter :D

Waktu pulang gereja hari ini, saya pulang lewat Pasopati waktu matahari terbenam. Lalu saya melihat langit.

Dan saya merasa langit menyapa saya. Dia menyapa saya.

Saya tidak tahan dan berjalan lambat-lambat untuk berlama-lama melihat langit yang indah. Saya takut melewatkan momen itu, lalu saya berhenti sebentar, dan mengabadikannya :)

gambar ini ga seperti yang saya lihat. maklum pake kamera hape :p

Oh bahkan Dia memakai langit untuk menyapa saya dan membuat saya kagum dan tertegun, hihihi..

Ada satu lagu lagi yang saya dapat (Evermore – Planet Shakers). Liriknya mungkin bisa mewakilkan apa yang saya rasakan sekarang..

You are my God, my life, my all

>>>>more to come,,,

Loved by You

For all those times You stood by me
For all the truth that You made me see
For all the joy You brought to my life
For all the wrong that You made right
For every dream You made come true
For all the love I found in You
I’ll be forever thankful
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through, through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’cause you believed

I’m everything I am
Because You loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand, I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, You gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall

I had Your love, I had it all

I’m grateful for each day You gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by YOU

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your light into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies You are my truth
My world is a better place because of You

I’m everything I am
Because You loved me

Praise You in This Storm

Praise You in This Storm – Casting Crowns
words by Mark Hall, music by Mark Hall and Bernie Herms

I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it’s still raining
as the thunder rolls

I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
“I’m with you”

and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

Chorus:
And I’ll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I’ve cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can’t find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

Giver of Life

You cause the sun to rise
You make the waves ride to the shore
We marvel at your ways
With every breathe we praise you, Lord
From the dust in Your own image
You found in us that we might live

Chorus:
You are the maker of beautiful things
Divine creater of heaven and earth
Every creature and all of the universe sings
Of your goodness and your mercy
Giver of Life

The tapestry of spring
The change in the sky
The wing on a bird
You’re truth in black and white
We celebrate the light of your Word

When our eyes are blind you touched us
When we were defiled
You came to save us

We lift our voices to praise you
And your glory
We worship you
We lift our hearts before you
You give us life and love
You are my hope and my soul

We marvel at your ways
With every breathe we praise you, Lord

Giver of Life –  Ana Laura

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By : One Way

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